do you have an urge to cut/self harm in any way?
i dont judge because i’ve been there myself. but please read this before you do anything:
i know you hate yourself and i know you want to hurt yourself but imagine yourself now- however much you hate the way you look or however much you might hate yourself for another reason. now imagine yourself tomorrow- you might still hate yourself but now your body is covered in scars. scars which you are ashamed of and have to cover to avoid the awkward moment when somebody asks you what they are. i still have scars and they’re all over my body, i used to cut every day and now its been 2 months but i still have the scars. it wont be worth it if somebody finds out, it will change your family life and how people treat you, it did for me. your beautiful always remember that- cutting wont take your problems away it will just make more.
please, please dont do it. it became an obsession for me, i was almost dependent but now it feels so good when i can say- i stopped. i used to. i dont anymore.